Yesterday was a very powerful day...

Yesterday was Samantha's Funeral

Yesterday her loved ones gathered to not mourn over death, but celebrate Life. Not justr Sammy's life, but everybody's.

Yesterday i said my good byes as her eternal bed passed me.

Yesterday.. i hugged loved ones, friends who i consider family... and even hugged and cried on the Foe's shoulder and apologized for my stupidness...


Why does it take a death of someone to relaize how little time you have and how petty it is to waste youre life doing things that mean nothing...? is it because you put yourself in the casket? is it because now you understand at any given moment you're life may end as abruptly as Samantha's did?

Death stalls and waits for no one.. it doesn't wait till you;ve reconcil with an old friend, gradutaed college, get married, have kids.. or anything like that....Death takes you away with uncompleted goals when it feels it is you're time to leave...

So live life to the fullest... expiernce things you've never have before...
Have a good life and be happy..

That's what sammy wants us to do...
She watches and may guide and help...

So is she really gone..? Is this really goodbye...? Will i never see that smile again?
No.. She's not gone.. If i close my eyes, i ll always see her...
So no.. this is not goodbye..
Thiis is "Hello.. and welcome to my life.. forever..."

I love you sammy...
I will NEVER forget you...
<3